It feels so long ago.

I think I need to get the serum for serious dark circles, my eyes look like I am being punched over and over again. My skin tone looks really awful without putting on anything. I look like hell. Going to bed soon I think, though I am not feeling sleepy yet. I am still withdrawn from the world. I haven’t talked to my housemates all night, they probably already forgotten my existence. There is no way to move all my posts here to tumblr and wordpress themes suck big time. But you can’t complain much when things come for free. I am still listening to “Vanilla Twilight” =( it makes me feel weird. I miss you so much tonight, which is rare. Because usually I think of you, I think of the bad things and I would get mad at you or hate you. Tonight is pure missing and longing for you. Maybe praying really works. Night. Shall be talking to myself again tomorrow.